LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE:

Name: Marie

Birth Date: September 2, 1991

Current Location: Jersey

Hair Color: Red

Righty/Lefty: Righty/Ambidextrous 

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE:

Your fear: Spiders, Insects, Major surgery, and my blood sugar attacks.

Your dream of the perfect date: Anything really.
Dinner and a movie, concert and a beer, ballroom dancing and a blunt. 
Watching fireworks on the beach would be a good one.  

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:

Your thoughts first waking up: “I don’t wanna go to work today.”

Your best physical feature: My eyes/Hair

Your bed time: Usually 5/8am if I’m lucky to sleep.

Your most missed memory: Going places with my mom and bonding over songs on the radio. She used to do music trivia with me and ask me what every artist/song name was. That’s why I’m so good at naming music.  

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK:

Pepsi or Coke: Dr. Pepper

McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonalds.

Single or Group Dates: Single.

Adidas or Nike: Vans/Toms

Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.

Cappuccino or Coffee: Either or. I like black coffee though.

LAYER 5: DO YOU:

Smoke: I still do, just not as often.

Cuss: I never fucking curse. 

Take showers: Uhhh duh.

Have a crush: I’m unsure of myself, so I can’t say with certainty if I do or not.

Like(d) school: I liked cutting school.

Believe in yourself: Ehh.

Believe what goes around comes around: Ohyeah.

Believe everything happens for a reason: Yup.

Think you’re a health freak: Total opposite. I’m trying to be though.

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH:

Gone to the mall: I work there LOL!

Been on stage: Yes!

Eaten sushi: Yes!

Been hurt: Ohhhh yeah.

Dyed your hair: Yes!

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER:

Played a stripping game: Haha. No comment.

Kissed the same sex: Yup.

Changed who you were to fit in: Everyone has at some point. Some still are changing. I’m at the stage in my life where I change for myself. If that makes any sense.
I’m changing to become myself.  

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD:

Age you’re hoping to be married by: Late 30’s I can’t handle marriage just yet.

Number of kids you’re planning on having: No more than 2. Unless he ends up carrying the third. 

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY:

Best eye color: I love eyes in general. I like blues, greens are striking though. I like seeing browns and hazels in the light too because they have a warm feel to them.

Best hair color: Black.

Short or long hair: Either.

Fat or fit: Obviously I would be inclined to say fit but it doesn’t matter what the person is like physically. People probably would try to call bull on that but I really care about compatibility above all things. 

Looks or personality: Personality before looks… but both are a plus.

Fun or serious: I love fun. But it’s good to have serious talks too. So both.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING:

1 MINUTE AGO: Tweeting.

1 HOUR AGO: Listening to music. 

1 WEEK AGO: Living it up partying in Philly. 

1 YEAR AGO: Not thinking about the future…

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE:

I FEEL: Rad

I HATE: Feeling un-rad.

I HIDE: My emotions so others don’t get upset.

I NEED: A place to live, escape, and love. 

I LOVE: Life, Sleeping, music, alcohol, touring, singing, acting, drawing, directing, writing, modeling, dancing, partying, eating, swimming, hockey, soccer, the Phillies, the Eagles, fire, the dark, vampires, making dubstep, meeting new people, concerts, reading, talking, tumblr, social networking, my friends, pokemon, money, video games, curly fries, Twizzlers, Zelda, flying, travel, new places, the beach, the water, the sound of the ocean, tattoos, asians, snakes, dragons, anime, chronic, anchors, playing, writing music, recording, the summertime, photography, zombies, blood, horror movies, cats, Chinese food, the fact that I put cats right before Chinese food, hot baths, hair dye, cuddling, biting, hair pulling, sunsets, boardwalks, sand, being in shape, seeing people happy, seeing people open Christmas presents I bought them, followers, sleeping in the patch of light on the floor, feeling pretty, being a girl, wearing makeup, The Boondock Saints, fucking, and …alcohol again cause I love it soooooo <3 
And touring.
And music.
…okay now I’m just repeating myself. But yes I love all of those things.  

I HAVE NEVER: Cheated. 

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE/DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?

I have my mom, grandmother, and aunt’s middle name as my first name. But I don’t have a middle name. 
Sometimes I go by Mar Mar or Mariasaur. >:) 

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Yesterday. 

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? 
Yes. 

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
Morning Star chick’n patties. I’m a vegetarian. 

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
LOL no. 

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Hell yeah we’d be bros! 

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Neverrrrr -_- 

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Nope. I got them taken out because they were too big for my throat to swallow things. Then accidentally ate a dorito and it cut open my stitches. Coughed up blood for an hour. 

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
fuckyeah! 

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
Froot Loops or Capt’n Crunch. 

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
I have to a little cause I have high tops.  

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
Cherry Garcia. 

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Their height. XD
If they’re taller than me or not. 

15. RED OR PINK?
RED. 

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
My body. 

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
My family. 

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
Idgaf. 

19. WHAT COLOUR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Black skinny jeans… and nude feet. Oh yeah.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
The Temptress, by Alesana.

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
Fire engine red. ;)  

23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
The smell of burning wood, cigars, black and milds, weed, the ocean, chlorine, and pool toys.  

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My manager asking me to open at 9am a few days ago. 

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
I guess. Lol.

26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Soccer and football. 

27. HAIR COLOUR?
Red and black.

28. EYE COLOUR?
Blue. 

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
I have some purple ones I wear sometimes. 

30. FAVOURITE FOOD?
Mexican. 

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Scary. All the way. 

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Midnight Meat Train. 

33. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Black tank. 

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer every day. 

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Either. Hugs are more comforting though.

36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
Creme brulee it’s fucking awesome.  

37. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN HEARTBROKEN?
Yeah.

38. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?

Game Informer XD 

39. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
I don’t have one.

40. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
I dont watch much tv. 

41. FAVOURITE SOUND?
Waves, rain, wind, thunder, feedback, Coheed and Cambria’s pitch harmonics in Welcome Home, and Alesana’s bass in Ambrosia. 

42. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
 Sorry Mick… The Beatles.

43. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Acid trip in Transsexual Transylvania.
Lol. Nah, Las Vegas Nevada.

44. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
I guess I can draw pretty good.  

45. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
St. Francis Medical Center in Trenton. 

46. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
I’m single.

47. TATTOOS? 
I’m getting one soon. :) 
 

48. PIERCINGS?
I have my ears done and spider bites. Planning on a few more.
 

49. ONE THING YOU’RE LOOKING FORWARD TO NEXT MONTH?
Me and my band are touring the entire east coast :)
Texas, Florida, New York, Louisiana… I’m stoked to see all these new places. 

50. ONE THING YOU HOPE TO RECEIVE NEXT MONTH?
I hope I have my phone by then… :O 

So I’ve decided to go vegetarian again.

After the binge drinking since September I thought my body could use a change for the better. Last time I went veggie I didn’t have the support of a lot of my friends (and NONE of my family members) and they challenged my choice on the daily to get me to slip.. Whether it be by eating rediculous amounts of meat in front of me and offering me some, or stocking the fridge with nothing but meat products so I was forced to starve or eat meat. Regardless I actually did pretty well and maintained my veggie lifestyle for a good 8 months. 

Anyway. Luckily for me a group of those friends aren’t in my life anymore and I’ve moved out (got kicked out actually) of my home so my family’s backwards views of persuasion are no longer a factor in my life. 

Because I lost extreme amounts of weight when I was veggie I’m still going to eat fish to maintain a good amount of protein and junk. I do have low blood sugar/pressure/heart problems though, so really do need to eat SOME things but for the most part I’ll be sticking to my regiment. 

I’m also going to TRY (I can’t promise this) to start running either early in the morning, late at night, or whenever I have the time. Truthfully my sched. is pretty wacky since I’m the closing key manager at Game Trader, and that gets me coming home/going to bed at awkward times… but I think I can fit it in. 

Like I said I have a lot of problems with my health now, but I’m thinking if I start doing this I might lose some of my problems or at least get a better looking beach body. I’m really insecure in a bathing suit and It would be WONDERFUL if I could go to the beach next summer and take off my towel like BLAM and not have to worry about how I look or hide behind the overly sun tanned lady. (Because you all know that one lady that looks blacker than the turf on the school playground.)